this morning, i woke up a little groggy, wanting a cup of coffee and a shower.
i have to leave for work soon and i still have to get ready, but i am here, writing this instead.
life is becoming full circle. things that have happened before, are happening again. and this time i feel like an adult, not a blithering idiot. work is stable. medically, i am stable. mentally, i am stable. i find that i am making better decisions as the past becomes the present.
maybe that is the point of it all.
some people believe in reincarnation.
but maybe it is during this life that we are the reincarnate of an earlier version of ourselves as we realize that nothing is new, everything has happened before and it will happen again, and how we react to something is the real task at hand.
you can never move on and will repeat life over and over until you get it right.
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