That sentence says alot.
I haven't seen Panda in years...years! A couple of years ago, she found me because I never changed my cell number. We have spend time talking and catching up and finding our friendship again. Last night was the first time I saw her and her mom since I lived there, which was over 5 years ago.
When I lived in New Brunswick, I had a love/hate relationship with the city, with my roommates, with myself. Last time I saw Jesus Christ Superstar was even longer ago and I am pretty sure it was when I lived with my parents briefly between places.
JCSS is interesting to me. I have listened to the soundtrack for years... since I was a little girl sitting in my parents living room, playing the first edition record and learning every word. When I struggled with my faith and questioned everything I was raised to believe, I still listened. When my beliefs changed as a grew up and became more about faith instead of regimented teachings, I still listened.
Little did I know how much I needed to see Panda, to see JCSS, to go somewhere and be at peace with my surroundings. It was great. It ended earlier then I would have liked, but I was so tired and needed to go to bed. This was not a one-time deal. I am going to make it a point to go there again, to see my friend again.
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