its been almost a year since I was here.
changes- not much, too much, something in between.
my health is same, stagnant, still, silly, status quo. I have been at the same weight since the holidays, meds have not changed and i hear the same thing from every doctor; all though i dropped my shrink. my surgeon thinks i should go back. he is not as warm and fuzzy as the previous dr. he is good, thorough, but the bedside manner is lacking.
new job, new challenge, same pay. it will result in a better opportunity for me in the long run, i had to run with it. and left my second job. cause it was killing me.
and N is back. sort of. I dont know what I want. I dont know the right move to make. the ball is my court... so to speak. well... i think it is anyway.
i need to find my focus on me. i lost it somewhere along the way, taking care of the Ts.
even though i miss her too....
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