i have found that indifference is a hard thing for me to overcome. i have been feeling it lately regarding multiple things, some of which are things that i shouldnt be indifferent about. i should be able to pick a side, i should be able to be yes or no, i should be able to be happy or angry. but i'm not.
i am passive about it and could take it or leave it. i am not going to blame the meds, but maybe i am just tired of making decisions. maybe i am just tired. maybe i really just done care about these things at this time.
that would be sad.
i hope i just need a nap.