it is mother's day and my mother is in Italy. i do not want to call my grandmothers. R will just blow me off, and get off the phone by telling me she is on the other line. because everyone is more important.
G might not even know who i am, let alone hear my voice. she had a stroke last week in the grocery store with my aunt. she refused treatment and refused to go to the hospital. because she says she is "fine".
i promised myself that if she dies when my mother is away, i am not calling her. i am not going to ruin her vacation. there is nothing to do if someone is dead. there is no reason for her to come home early.